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[25 Jan 2010|11:06am]
[ mood | fucking sad ]

 how can being in a relationship be so good and so bad at the same time?
i feel like i've lost myself.
i don't do anything for me anymore.
i don't feel pretty, i don't feel wanted.

it might just be me PMSing 
but i'm just not feeling it sometimes.

sometimes i just want to say fuck it
and move home to massachusetts

sometimes things are amazing 
and i don't want to ever leave his side.

i'm sure everyone goes through this.
it's just hard when HE'S your bestfriend
he's the one you live with...

i know things will get better, i just wish he could see
that i'm a real good person
and i would do anything for anyone...


[14 Nov 2006|11:21pm]

43 CMNT!

[12 Nov 2006|09:04pm]
i would give anythingCollapse )
12 CMNT!

[11 Nov 2006|02:24pm]
i thought i was loosing weight but maybe i am gaining it? i went to vicky's last night and got measured, i am now a 34 D like wtf where did my boobs come from???????

i hungout with scott and we didn't do ANYTHING which is not like us. we hungout as friends, i liked it.

[29 Oct 2006|02:32pm]
once i ate the body of christ; and i am not even baptised.
16 CMNT!

[28 Oct 2006|03:26pm]
update on my sisterCollapse )

[27 Oct 2006|03:34pm]

it's final. i will be in north carolina from the 24th of november to the 30th. my mother said she'd rather not let me go, but she just handed me her credit card info so i could order them. i am so happy right now, but i wonder if he still is just as happy. . . .
16 CMNT!

[22 Oct 2006|12:57pm]
Opps I made a big boo boo, regret regret regret. My chest is bruised and it fucking hurts. Anyways, I'll be in Charlotte sooner then I thought. I just have to make sure everything is okay with the boy. November 24-29th.

random stuff, YOU don't know about me. [19 Oct 2006|10:41am]
dys‧lex‧i‧a.  /dɪsˈlɛksiə/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[dis-lek-see-uh]

any of various reading disorders associated with impairment of the ability to interpret spatial relationships or to integrate auditory and visual information.

learning disorder marked by impairment of the ability to recognize and comprehend written words.

impaired ability to learn to read

i bet you didn't know that i was diagnosed with this four years ago.
14 CMNT!

[14 Oct 2006|10:36am]

i feel like i am in middle school again.

25 CMNT!

[09 Oct 2006|04:03am]
fyi; living with your bestfriend is a bad idea. don't bother moving in with them, you won't be as close when it ends. ask karabearr or i.
34 CMNT!

[07 Oct 2006|09:11am]

yesterday i took my brother for surgery. my mother and stepfather showed up. only two people were allowed in the room; neal and my mother went in. i was pissed, so i left. i returned to the hospital later that night. i waited on him hand and foot. i regret saying i don't want children, because i do. i really do. i want to get married and have children so badly. i am such a good sister.

[03 Oct 2006|03:16am]

i cheerish my brother as if he was my child.
i`ve always treated him like my son and i don`t know why.
he`s getting so old.
i hope we`re bestfriends forever.
i love him more then anything!
15 CMNT!

[27 Sep 2006|03:27pm]
I honestly have nothing to live for.
10 CMNT!

[25 Sep 2006|01:15am]
december 22, 2005 - september 24, 2006.

[24 Sep 2006|02:32pm]
FYI; Rhode Islanders, are the worst drivers, ever!
24 CMNT!

[21 Sep 2006|11:36am]

i quit my job.
i have an interview for claires tomorrow.
at this time next year, i hope to be on my way to school.
everyones away at school and i am not, jealous.
i am happy with life though.
i was driving home from longboarding and i was thinking,
life isn't that bad. as long as i keep positive and
try my BEST to succeed, i'll do just fine.

[17 Sep 2006|09:08am]

Things are getting better.
the other day i saw debby and that made me SO happy, i miss her so much.

my father is being SO nice to me, we're getting along! no more fist fights. he puts gas in his car for me and tells me to take it all the time.

i am getting my car back, i sold it before i went to north carolina, and i am getting it back.


all i need is a boyfriend for the fall so we can snuggle in the cold and take pics outside with leaves and the colors!!! which i am sure i can get one/date better because i'll have a car.

the only thing that sucks is my job. i went home sick with a migraine and they told me that i better not start acting up or i'm out. whatever, fire me. i can get another job easily. i am on the hunt for a second job, prefably retail :)
22 CMNT!

[11 Sep 2006|07:48am]

Dear Hannah Leigh,
I can't believe I haven't seen you in over a month. We all miss you at home. I never thought I would say this, but I miss you a lot. Hell, I even sleep in your bed, that's how much I miss you. I just hope you're doing alright. Hang strong, you'll be back with me and daddy soon.

Love your big sister, Dani Marie.
12 CMNT!

[06 Sep 2006|09:17am]
I am suppose to go to Paul Mitchell next year for hair, makeup, skin, you know. But I am starting to think that 20,000$ for eight months isn't worth it. I think I am going to either go to Aveda, in North Carolina or Texas. I can't wait to go back to school. I am so jealous that everyones going away to college, and I am not.
25 CMNT!

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